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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
Before you know it...a year is over and its a dawn of another year. This year has brought with it alot...and im obviosly not gonna delve into it at the moment.
Im just soo tired..and its only the start of the year yet. I want things to change...specific things. The year has soo much to offer, when is it gonna start on the foot it was supposed to?
To the rest of you all...hope this year brings with it happiness, success and love for all of you.
; Neha said so
Didnt I say I was bored.....ahahhahaha
1. Do you like anyone?
Urm obviously….. I don’t believe in being ms lonely and no friends! Unless of course u mean sth else entirely…ahahhaha
2. Do they know it?`
Of course they do…all my loves know I love them….
3. Simple or complicated?
Haha…nothing in life is simple!
***IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU***
4. r0manced:
Hahhahaa…..technically no...
5. Bought something:
No….coz uni took too much time away from me…but no probs…im on hols and can shop till I go crazy!
6. Gotten sick?:`
No…I don’t think so and I hope I don’t get sick either (crosses fingers)
7. Been hugged?:
Haha….yessss….i love the hugs I get!
8. Felt stupid?:
Yes…my digicam…bleh….i cant believe I did that….
9. Talked to an ex:
No…I need to have been attached to be doing that….
10. Missed someone:`
Yes…all the time….
11. Danced:`
Ahahha…yes….i went crazy that day…..and param knows…..
12. Gotten your hair cut? :
Nah….
13. Lied:
Haha…..Next qn….
***UNIQUE***
14. Nervous habits?`
mmmm…..get slightly hyper….lol
15. Are you double jointed?
my elbows I think…according to doctors theres no such thing as being double jointed…so is there or isn’t there?
16. Can you roll your tongue?`
Yes…and I love doing it and posing for pics….ahhahaha
17. Can you raise one eyebrow?
No….i try though….try my best…..but it doesn’t work…lol
18. Can you cross your eyes?
Urm…I dont think so
19. Do you make your bed daily?
Hahaha……urm……urm…….
20. Do you think you are unique?:
Of course I bloody am….theres no other of me around so appreciate me pple! Ahhahahaha
***HAVE YOU EVER***
21.Said "I Love you":
Yes….I have……
22. Given money to a homeless person:
Yep….
23. Been in a fist fight :
Urm….no….
24. Waited all night for a phone call?:`
urm....no.....
24. Been Pissed-off?:
Oooh yeah…most definitely…who hasn't?
25. Sat and looked at the stars?:
Yes…quite a lot…I absolutely love the fact that I can do it here in Australia.
***MANNERS***
26. Do you swear/curse?:`
Urm….yeah…sorta…ahahhaha
27. Do you ever spit?:
Yuck…no…
28. You cook your own food?:
Haha…I can…but when mum’s home…she does it for me. I love her cooking!
29. You do your own chores?
Yes…I do….
30. You like exotic foods?:
How exotic are u talking…???!!!
31. You're happy with your life?:
At the moment…hell yeah..im on holidays baby….
32. You own a dog?:
No…dogs and me…we have a history…and a sad story….so nooo way
33. You spend your money wisely?
Haha…id like to think I do….
34. Do you like to swim? :
Oooh yeah…and atm…in this 39 degrees…I wish I wish I wish I was in a pooooooooollllllll
35. When you get bored u call a fren ?
Hahahha….or I go online….ahhahahha
***DO YOU PREFER'S***
36. Flowers or angels?:
Flowers….ahahhaha
37. Gray or black?:
Black…grey isn’t niceee…
38. Color or black and white :
They both have their charm…
39. Lust or love?:
Love baby…all the way
40. Sunrise or sunset?:
Sunset….oh gosh…some of the sunsets here….mindblowing and soooooo gorgeous…all those hues in the sky….
41. M&Ms or Skittles?:
M&M’s….ahahha
42. Staying up late or waking up early?:
Who in the right mind would want to wake up early if given a choice?
43. Being hot or cold?:
Hot….winter can kill…ahahhaha
44. Winter or Fall?
Falll….all the pretty leaves, I like!
45. Left or right?:
Urm…Im a rightie…is that what ure asking?
46. Having 10 acquaintances or 2 bestfriends:
2 best friends…..
47. Sunshine or rain?
Sunshine…I love the sun….it makes me happy
***More have you evers***
48. Slept in a bed of the same sex?:
Yes…..and don’t start thinking dirty…haven’t u ever had sleepovers pple??
49. Drank a bottle of alcohol by yourself?:
Hahaha…nope…but I know a lot of pple who want to get me drunk….
50. Been on an airplane?:
How do u think I get to Aussieland from SG or vice versa?
51. Slept all day?
Nope…..but I don’t think it would hurt to try….
52. Missed someone so much it hurts :
mmmmmm……
53. Been lonely?:
yeah…..but…msn…the phone…tv….all there to keep me company…I don’t like being lonely though….
54. Cheated in a game? :
Hahaha…surprisingly no…..
55. Been to the ER?
Nope….
56. Missed your first love?:
Hahhahahaha……..
57. Kissed a complete stranger?:
Hello? Are u nuts?
58. Regretted hurting someone?:
Honestly don’t think ive hurt someone consciously…..
59. Regretted loving someone?:
Nope….
60. Been SUPER happy?
Hahhaha…yes…most definitely….
Hope you enjoyed it!
; Neha said so
When its 39 degrees outside, too hot to sleep, clothes seem like a nuisance and ice is all u want....u surf the net and blog abt random things....(this was stolen off a friend's sis's blog...ahahha)
Name Game
A-You have a very good personality and looks
B- You like people.
C- You're wild and crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E- Damn good kisser.
F- People adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You are charming.
I- You have a fine ass
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You are really silly
L- you live to have fun.
M-one to have fun
N- You are dead sexy and one of the best in bed
O- You like to curse alot.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- One of the best damn bf/gf anyone one could ask for.
S- You really like to chill.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- Easy to fall in love with.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- Fcukin Crazy
Z- Always ready
And according to above...this is mine...
N- You are dead sexy and one of the best in bed ( so guys....i dont think ure complaining now...lmao)
E- Damn good kisser (really.....????!!!! we need to test this...lol )
H- You are charming. (hahahhaa....urm....i guess ;) )
A-You have a very good personality and looks (Do i???? lol)
What a laugh! This also means I should be quite popular with the opposite sex hey....lmao! Jokes aside....boredom does this to u and Ive been doing it for my friends. ahahhahaha!
; Neha said so
Enjoying myself.....
Being free without having a care in the world is the most amazing feeling in the world. Topping that with gorgeous weather outside makes me want to smile my heart out and just go nuts ( in an obviously good way...lol)!
I did something silly three days back and as a result I now have my friend's digicam and she mine. The case of the mistaken identity of the digicam. Hey, it isnt my fault that we have exactly the same camera is it? lol. Its great that she's in Singapore so the damage can be repaired. Hilariously silly!! I am going to get my name on my camera so a repeat of said incident does not occur and I know where to go to do that!!
Oh yeah...for pple that dont know, since I have been broadcasting it to y'all, I am coming back. Home! Wooohhooooo! Till the last week of Feb. Will be there on the 5th of Dec! So pple, set ur social calender dates to meet!!! ahahhaha
And now...just because I am bored and I think this is useful humorous information for both sexes...read on and tell me what u think...ahahah
50 things girls wish guys knew...
01. Don't tell us when you think other girls are hot. Ever.
02. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials.
03. If you don't act like soap-opera guys, don't expect us to dress like Victoria Secret models.
04. Mark anniversaries on a calendar.
05. There is no such thing as too much spooning.
06. Just because you L the C doesn't mean we have to S the D.
07. This is how we see it . . . Don't Call = Don't Care.
08. Which also means that if we don't call, take the hint.
09. We like you to be a little jealous . . . but overly possessive is not necessary.
10. Putting things in our butt does not turn us on.
11. Return favors: we massage, you massage; we go down, you go down; we shave, you shave [and not just your face.]
12. Foreplay is not an option . . . its a prerequisite.
13. We're allowed to be late . . . you are not.
14. Eye contact is key.
15. Don't take longer to get ready than we do.
16. Laugh at our jokes.
17. Three words . . . honesty, honesty, honesty.
18. Girls can be groupies. Guy groupies are stalkers.
19. We never have to wonder if your orgasm was real.
20. Do not start with us. You will not win... not kidding .. we ALWAYS win
21. Would you like it if a guy treated your sister that way? We didn't think so.
22. If you ask nicely, we usually answer the same way.
23. We will never have enough clothes or shoes!
24. We have an excuse to act bitchy at least once a month.
25. Open the door for us no matter where we are . . . even at our house and getting into the car.
26. We love surprises!
27. We liked to be kissed softly, not with an iron tongue.
28. Pay attention to the little things we do, because they mean the most.
29. Boxers and maybe boxer briefs sometiems . . . NEVER whitey-tighties, NEVER!
30. Clean your room before we come over.
31. Always brush your teeth before you see us . . . a fresh mouth and white teeth are a necessity.
32. When we use our teeth it means that you suck at going down on us, so we are just returning the favor.
33. Even though you are sometimes insensitive and hurt us, we still love you with everything we are.
34. Hit it and quit it, because later I'll be with you're best friend and he lasts for hours. Syke.
35. Don't act hard around your friends because I won't make you hard tonight.
36. Sometimes "NO!" really means "NO!"
37. "Wife Beaters" are not an adequate form of fashion
38. If we wanted to be on video tape, we'd be a porn star not your girlfriend.
39. Sensitive guys are great . . . but crying more than we do in a movie just isn't right.
40. Don't let ex-girlfriends cause drama, relationships are stressful enough.
41. It takes a special kind of stupid to forget birthdays.
42. Guys who are good cuddlers = guys who know how to satisfy a woman.
43. "Fat Chicks" have feelings too.
44. Silent treatment, shoulder shrugs, tears, yelling and nasty looks all add up to . . . YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG!
45. If you are not a good dancer, please be self-aware.
46. Just because a girl doesn't pick up on the first ring doesn't mean she's not waiting by the phone.
47. You don't have to spend a lot, if it means a lot.
48. Don't say you love me if you don't mean it.
49. Don't lie to us . . . we will catch you. Hiding something is considered lying.
50. When the girls get together, we talk about EVERYTHING. Meaning my best friends know everything about you
19 ways to win my heart...
1. Hugs from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours).
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING.
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her Honestly.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9. Be super sweet to her.
10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
11. Comfort her when she cries.
12.Wipe away her tears
13. Love her with all your heart.
14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it).
15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her).
16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her!& DONT ever act diff in front of ur friends than u r when its just u and her!!!!
17. Take her for a long walk at night!
18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close
19. NEVER LIE TO HER!!!!!! because then she will think everything you ever said to her was a lie, even "i love you"
Girl Facts:
When a girl bumps into your armwhile walking she wants you to hold her hand
When she wants a hug she will just stand there
When u break a girls heart,she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later
When a girl is quiet,millions of things are running through her mind.
When a girl is not arguing,she is thinking deeply.
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds,she is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you,she is wondering why you are so wonderful.
When a girl lays her head on your chest,she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl says that she can't live without you,she has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a girl says, "I miss you, "no one in this world can miss you morethan that
When a girl is mean to you after a breakupshe wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever
Guy Facts:
When a guy calls you,he wants to be with you
When a guy is quiet,He's listening to you...
When a guy is not arguing,He realizes he's wrong
When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few minutes,he means it
When a guy stares at you,he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do
When you're laying your head on a guy's chest,he has the world
When a guy calls you everyday,he is in love
When a (good) guy tells you he loves you,he means it
When a guy says he can't live without you,he's with you till your done
When a guy says, "I miss you, "he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else
And thats it....ahhaha...hope u had fun! Adios
; Neha said so
FINALLY
Its over. 3rd Year is officially finished. Done. All the painstaking hours, the lack of sleep, exam stress, meeting deadlines, STRESS in general, assignmenting, OVER. Ahh...the relief and immense happiness.
I would say....ABOUT TIME. This semester has been horrendous, stress wise, too much work, too little time. Did I mention...Its over. WOOOHOOO... YippEEE. Cant contain the excitement.
For Now, its ME time. The list is endless.....all the things I want to do....
SLEEP
SHOP
EARN SOME CASH
WATCH LOTS OF MOVIES
READ......AHHH.....BOOKS...MY LOVE!
HANG OUT WITH GURLIES - IN SG AND HERE
DO NOTHING
RELAX
LISTEN TO MUSIC
SPEND TIME WITH FAMILY
MEET YOU
And it starts now.....ahahhaha...... Yay.
; Neha said so
My all time favourite song at the moment. The music is great and I love the lyrics coz they make absolute sense!!! I wanna watch this moviee..........
kyun aajkal neend kam khwaab jyada hai
lagta khuda ka koi nek iraada hain
kal ka fakir dil aaj shehzada hain
lagta khuda ka koi nek iraada hain
kya mujhe pyar hain
kaisa khumaar hain
kya mujhe pyar hain
kaisa khumaar hain
meri duniya...
pathhar ke inn raston pe
phoolon ki ek chadar hainjabse milen ho hamko
badla har ek manzar hain
dekho jahaan mein neele neele aasmaan tale
rang naye naye hain jaise ghulte hue
soye the khwaab mere jaage tere waaste
tere khayaalon se hai bheege mere raaste
kya mujhe pyar hain aah
kaisa khumaar hain aah
kya mujhe pyar hain aah
kaisa khumaar hain aah
tum kyon chale aate hohar raat in khwaabon mein
chupke se aa bhi jaaonek din meri baahon mein
tere hi sapanen andheron mein ujaalon mein
koi nasha hain teri aankhon ke pyaalon mein
tu mere khwaabon mein jawaabon mein sawaalon mein
har din chura tumehn main laata hoon khayalon mein
kya mujhe pyar hain aah
kaisa khumaar hain aah
kya mujhe pyar hain aah
kaisa khumaar hain aah
; Neha said so
A verse....
I close my eyes
Then I drift away
Into the magic night
I softly say
A silent prayer
Like all dreamers do
Then I fall asleep
To dream
My dreams of You
; Neha said so
What A Hiatus
Five months.....
Much has happened in the span of these months. Some simple whilst others mind boggling. Uni is nearly ending. Only a month more of 3rd year and I will only have a year left to graduate. Can't wait for this month to finally be over. This year itself has been one heck of a roller coaster ride, what with all the various things that have happened with work, uni, holidays etc etc. Learnt alot about myself as well as other emotions, ideas, people that have allowed me to view things with different perspectives. The learning has been cathartic in more ways than one for which im glad as well as despondent but that's life for you, happiness and sadness go hand in hand, like a coin and its different sides. Never know which side is gonna flip for you!
; Neha said so
Just because......
“Hold me, even though I know you're leaving
And show me, all the reasons you would stay
It's just enough to feel your breath on mine
To warm my soul and ease my mind
You've got to hold me and show me now
Give me, just one part of you to cling to
And keep me everywhere you are
It's just enough to steal me heart and run
And fade out with the falling sun
Oh, please don't go
Let me have you just one moment more
Oh, all I need
All I want, is just one moment more
You've got to hold me, and keep me
Tell me, that someday you'll be returning
And maybe, maybe I'll believe
It's just enough to see a shooting star
To know you're never really far
It's just enough to see a shooting star
To know you're never really gone
Oh, please don't go
Let me have you just one moment more
Oh, all I need
All I want, is just one moment more
So hold me
Even though I know you're leaving”
; Neha said so
Reflections
dont u just miss those carefree days,
where nothing really mattered
when the word 'feelings' didnt make u stop and think
when responsibility wasnt in the dictionary
when you didnt have to think all that much
when stress was unheard of
when life was simpler....
i do.....honestly i do. i crave the innocence of life, the naievity of it. i want my blinkers on and i want the harshness to fade. (hey, im entitled to dream)
its tiring being a woman, a gurl who has to make choices, be responsible.
all i want...seriously at the moment...is a big fat hug....some tender loving to help me forget the stress,the annoyance, the depression.
i wish i could be delusional, wish i could be less realistic because realism hurts. i actually want to stop thinking so much, stop being so analytical about things especially that one thing coz its eating my brain, making my head foggy and giving me pain. But, Neha Jain aint gonna change overnight. Sighs.
i need a break....need a place to sort out emotions...to heal, to forget, to move on. Most of all..i want that one thing , coz deep down, i know..its that one thing that will actually prolly heal me the most.
someone said to me...its better not to hope..because then u dont get hurt. yet i still hope, continue to hope. does that make me sad, delusional or just optimistic.
; Neha said so
The month of May
its been a month since i last blogged......
lots happened to change my thoughts, my feelings, hence the lack of ability to type out anything
honestly, its hard to believe how much this month has sucked! so much shit happened to me this month that i find it hard to fathom how im still going on and living life like life is the most beautiful thing on earth.
alot of things happened on the personal front, things that have made me bawl my eyes out, things that have given me heartache, emotional stress and depression. Plus the last two weeks, ive been soo sick! Im still feeling confused about that one thing, confusion and insecurity are two totally not nice emotions to have. ( The reason this isnt in detail is coz i dont want to plaster my life out for the whole world to see, im writing coz its thereapeutic and there are some pple who actually read this blog)
on the school front, i had a two week placement that was very very enlightening. it made me see the tougher side to teaching, opened my eyes wide to figure what im going to be doing in the future. I have two assignments i need to finish, 2000 word assignments that i have absolutely no desire of doing. Motivation, where art thou is plastered on my forehead. It sux!
Oh...and i feel like im losing some relationships....some relationships arent that strong anymore...they are disintegrating...ive tried my best...and honestly..maybe its better this way....
plus..the weather is chilly, which makes it even more depressing
Consolation of this month.....
MY TRIP BACK HOME...I HONESTLY CANNOT WAIT TO GO BACK AND JUST CHILLL!!!
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